I don't really have anything meaningful to say today so you can read about my bland day.
Geometry.So very boring there's this one girl that ask questions like her life depended on it .Aah it's like Shut the hell up .I mean it's already hard enough to pay attention when I don't have my fucking meds.On my way to English I stopped in the bathroom .I hate that there's always a line for the mirror I swear.Ridiculous.English.Favoritism.That's all I'm going to say.Lunch.This guy i swear freaks me out .He's always there.AP Geo.Loud and Obnoxious as always.I find that I'm slowly breaking away from certain friends,finding new ones,maybe it's for the best I'm not really upset about it.Actually I could really care less.
You know what I find funny you look at me just to smile and look down.It freaking makes my day sometimes. :)
So I wrote this in P.E. ,sitting on the bleachers today, it's sort of an observation about us females.
Why do girls find the need to reiterate every part of a conversation ?(Example:She was like,I was like,He was like, etc.) It's like o.k. I was right there and my ass isn't slow so why are you telling me something that happened less than 30 seconds ago.Why do some girls find the need to put on a performance every time an attractive male specimen comes along.They're like circus animals waiting for their ringmaster to throw them a treat.Another thing is there is a reason why our voices don't get deeper.Our voices are already louder than most guys so why are they(we) so loud,why put forth that extra effort? Something else I noticed is that the closer a guy gets their(our) voices goes up an octave .We claim how complex we are .How much better we are then boys .So far you're(we) just proving why girls/women are looked down upon.No one cares about intellect points everyone wants the Cool,Cute,Pretty points.
Well that's all I got to write bent over my biology book. Like I was actually reading it .I don't think anyone noticed .They were too busy socializing on the bleachers with everyone else.
Today has been a bummy crummy day.It looked like it was going to rain all day.My mom had to go to work until like 4 so I was stuck babysitting the brat.The highlight of my day was when I drove my car mom dukes tensing up beside me.
Mom
"Kiani can you see over your dash board?"
Me
"Umm yeah we didn't crash yet did we?"
Ha shit was weak.Then we went to Walmart,me and my sister saw these three cute skater guys.We had our creeper moment ,but so did they we went in the toy section and there they were doing absolutely nothing but looking at us I was laughing so hard.So that's my Saturday.
I used to ask myself why.Why didn't you talk to me anymore? Why does it feel like I did something wrong when we both know it was you who has been fallacious .I don't know what makes me reenter my meta life as soon as you appear maybe it's because when we first met I wanted you to like me .So much that I ignored all of your personality flaws .Now when we see each other it's a wave,maybe a smile and we go our separate ways.No more conversations .No more awkward silences it's just silence. If I could I would take back what we can't ever take back just to return to how it used to be.
So I have this best-friend her name will stay secret just in case you're one of those creepers we try to stay away from.We got to play in the rain today after school .Of course we got those weird stares like why the fuck are they cartwheeling in wet grass.Well I wish I could have answered that but honestly I didn't know .It's just when we're together the maturity in us disappears for a period of time.Usually I'm always self-conscious of every ones opinion ,but with her I could really care less what anyone has to say.Trust me it will get worse it always does we're just getting started. Last year we were like to most outrageous people out there no lie.So if you see two girls singing in the rain or crying in the cold nine times out of ten that's us not having the lives we claim we have.