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Recently I've been feeling different ,about nothing in particular but then about everything .Somethings been off , or someone maybe even a combination of the two .I've been torn between what I know and what I'm completely new to .I mean do I go back to what I'm familiar too or stay and face the unknown ?Go back to knowing when ,where ,and how things were gonna happen or stick to the go with the flow and whatever happens ,happens? Right now my decisions aren't or maybe can't be based on me alone.I have to put other peoples' feelings and time in consideration ,and it's hard beyond hard actually .At the end of the day I just wanna be happy,content with what I'm doing with my life .

As if a six hour trip isn't enough for this women to have her precious "family time" . Like I really wanna get her some friends since a boyfriend Is out of the question .She made everyone take walk with her . WHAT THE FUCK go get a life .I didn't want to go just for the simple fact that I don't have anything to talk about with her or anyone for that matter .Then she tried to scare me with "don't ask me to go anywhere with anyone" .Are you freaking kidding me ? Where do I ask to go bitch ?You're trying to scare me with not hanging out with anyone .She should feel beyond stupid ! Why ? Because i'm always in the damn house .ALL THE DAMN TIME! This of course is the reason why i wasn't excited to get my license because I know she would find any and every excuse to take away my invisible freedom . Whatever . It's been too long since I've seen my therapist and it shows . Anyway knowledge is power and not knowing is just half the battle .

I hate it when my mom drags me to one of her little get togethers .like I have no reason to be here .the one lie I get all the time "well only stay for 45 minute" bitch we've been sitting here for like an hour I'm so fucking bored grr fuck my life and yours too . Okayy i'm finished just had to vent.


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